Hello! I created this blog in May 2010, my little diary where I could retell what happened during my days. How I felt, mostly the sadness and depression I went through. I might post random stuff that were funny from time to time aha anyways please enjoy your stay and also check out these wonderful blogs that I am following ♥︎


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• Blog name: Theskysora
  
• Since: May 2010
  
• Blog Owner: Sora❥
  
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• It won’t be easy, it was always like this.
  
• Confronting despair repeatedly.
  
• I don’t know how to be brave.
  
• Hold my hand, that is the only thing I need!
  
• Hold me, this place is full of darkness.
  

Travel to Japan

Travel to Korea

Get all A's.

New phone (IPhone)

New Laptop

Go to Mekah with my friends

Get my drivers license

Own a DSLR

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
I don't want to feel it anymore, this cursed emotion. Pain, sorrow, grief, they swallowed me up. And I ask myself, truthfully, 'when have you put on a smile, without force going into it?'
A long time.
It's been a long time, that I haven't showed anyone how weak I was inside, how easily I cry. I'm fragile, the right people can simply look at me and I'll start cracking, my outer shell will break off, then they will see what really is inside of me.
Sadness.
My laughs are fake, all of them. So are my smiles, and people ask me, "Do you want to talk?"  Secretly, I do but I say no.
Yes, help me. What I want is help, what I want is love, affection, warmth, support. I don't want to live like this with all this hate, it consumes me. It makes me cold, I hate the sun now.
I hate light. I want to close my eyes, my ears and my mouth. But, I cannot close my heart, to what it wants to feel.

Allah will never dissapoint the sincere caller. Even when you think He hasn't answered you, He plans in your favor..

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